First & Second Loves
By Steve Carey
The nightmare is back.
I caught Tom red handed again.
I can't go through this hellish nightmare again.
It's too stressful.
I'm pretty upset!
Tom broke his promise again.
I felt like I'm not good enough for him.
I'm unworthy to be in love.
I can't go on.
What have I did wrong to deserve the worthless love?
Once again, I'm second.
His first love is more important than me.
I'm depressed.
It must be my fault.
Tom keep on going back to his first love.
I might as well go to bed & cry myself to sleep.
First love sucks!
I hoped I don't fall back into my depression.
Losing a love can cause more damage.
I believed it will be different.
I was wrong.
